Sonically Transmitted Dysphoria

from by Mellevon

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    A limited CD printing of “Solace” in jewel case packaging. Includes printed lyrics for all tracks. Get 'em while they're hot! Send us a message if you'd like your copy signed.

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I’m blinking hours away.
I stare at the ceiling.
I’m losing the feeling in my arms
As I struggle to remember
How it felt to hold the knife.

I can’t smell my blood anymore.
I can’t smell the rain anymore.
I can’t smell the flowers I handpicked
To go with the antics
I befoul myself with now
In denial.

When the ice falls,
I’m sick with loathing.
As the lice crawl,
Their bellies bloating,
And these nights all
Just seem to blend together,
Just let me be.
Just let me bleed.

And I speak
With the conviction of
A self-help pamphlet reader,
Tell myself I won’t be broken again,
But do I really believe it?

My soul: no more than that
Of creatures crawling out from the bogs.
My heart: a piece of rotting
Blubber to be thrown to the dogs.
My lungs repudiate their charge
As I am waiting to drown.
I want to take this wall I’ve built
And burn it fucking down.

I’m in it deep today.
I stare at the ceiling.
I’ve lost all the feeling in my arms,
And I cannot even remember
How it felt to hold your hand.

I can’t smell your blood anymore.
I can’t taste your pain anymore.
I can’t smell your flower I handpicked
To top off my hat trick,
And I’ve soiled us both, my dear.


from Solace, released December 15, 2014



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Mellevon is a metal band from Montreal, Canada, founded in 2009.

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